Just a girl and her love of cameras and knitting

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In the end

The end.

They give me pills to get better

But it just makes me so much sadder

I have no motivation to try

Feeling so dead makes you want to die

I couldn’t take the sadness anymore

But a moment of relief after choosing the wrong door

Talking to you releases the pain

I feel happy once again

But it’s temporary, it won’t last

I hide in the denial and put up a mask

My few moments of happiness I need

Even though I know where it leads

I’ll be alone in the end

I’m losing my best friend

I just couldn’t take the sadness anymore.