boyoma

Just a girl and her love of cameras and knitting


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In the end

The end.

They give me pills to get better

But it just makes me so much sadder

I have no motivation to try

Feeling so dead makes you want to die

I couldn’t take the sadness anymore

But a moment of relief after choosing the wrong door

Talking to you releases the pain

I feel happy once again

But it’s temporary, it won’t last

I hide in the denial and put up a mask

My few moments of happiness I need

Even though I know where it leads

I’ll be alone in the end

I’m losing my best friend

I just couldn’t take the sadness anymore.

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Outward beauty

I couldn’t take the sadness anymore

The depths of my soul I needed to explore

All the tears blinded my mind

This world has been terribly unkind

Trapped beneath my own shame

I needed to change, not be the same

So I went into the darkness

To take over and fight this

Please don’t let my heart collapse

Make me better is all I ask

Let me go I’m so exhausted

A tunnel of sadness is where I’m led

To the darkness and emptiness

Where I can take back my happiness.

#art#drawing#sketch#sketchbook #poem#poetry

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Into the sadness

I couldn’t take the sadness anymore

The depths of my soul I needed to explore

All the tears blinded my mind

This world has been terribly unkind

Trapped beneath my own shame

I needed to change, not be the same

So I went into the darkness

To take over and fight this

Please don’t let my heart collapse

Make me better is all I ask

Let me go I’m so exhausted

A tunnel of sadness is where I’m led

To the darkness and emptiness

Where I can take back my happiness.

#art#drawing#sketch#sketchbook #poem#poetry

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